Equation…
Distances don’t always cause distances in relationships…
Some relationships get only stronger with distances !!!
I seem to be reaching the day when someone would give me a graduate degree in making a complete fool out of myself with people!!!
Neva mind…
Thankfully…
White white face dekhe, dilwa beating fast sasura chance maare re !!!
Oh very happy in my heart, dill dance maare re !!!
Dil dance maare dance maare daaance maare re !!!
I have heard this song for like 10 times already… and looks like this is going to be a part of the amazing list of Chichora songs !!!
Life is not that bad afterall !!!
Oh wait…
tohra dil ke threatre ma, dil deewana booooking advance maange re !!!
Oh very happy in my heart !!! dil dance maare re !!!
On a serious note,
I need to get back to the usual self !!! It should not be that difficult, eh! After all its just me that I am trying to be !
I just wanted to go out… It was probably because Sehwag was just caught out and I was hoping that Delhi would win the semi final, but the first over itself told me that Rajasthan Royals would win !!!
They eventually won the well deserving match too… I am now seriously hoping that they win the IPL trophy as well !!! All the best Shane Warne, you have done what I really wanted to witness !!! Congratulations and thank you !!!
Ok so back to my sad story :P…
I drove out… really looking for some solace, or some company… loving being alone and at the same time being lonely… and i just drove around and a little more around finally to reach somewhere !!!
But the tiger is still in the cage !!! The cage changes shape according to how the tiger moves, but the darn cage stays !!! Its sad to see myself like this… I can do so bloody much and I am not being able to ! Just being played around by circumstances and more !
Let me give myself a deadline 🙂 I like it !!! 1 week… lets make a difference dude, You and ME!!!
When HE starts playing, no one else wins !!!
And yes I am complaining to you Uncle God ! Aa rahe hain na maje tumko full full !
About 3.5 hours later….
OK Sorry ! I will appreciate what I have… Par tum dhyaan rakhna mera ! Smaller things make the biggest difference in my life, and you better remember that.. Achcha na sorry ! kitni baar bolun?
And thank you for the conversation in the evening and that opportunity to drive around and to that place 😛 🙂 Tum utne bure nai ho jitna behave karte ho kabhi kabhi 🙂
Love you Uncle 🙂
Some things go terribly wrong, only because they have to get better…
God Uncle ! Dekh rahe ho na? Phir se maje mat lena !!! Achcha nahin hoga.. bata raha hoon !
Still I get into discussions where my friends want to convince me of the fact that what I write effects people because it might be them that I am writing about… I completly agree to that, however I also believe that this is my ONLY space where I write… its a space that listens to me… and helps me think of whatever I did and wrote, twice, because i read it as well…
Now I have the option of either shutting up because I care about what will people think about my posts and how I am making them feel…
or I can reassure myself of the fact that rightmore.blogspot.com is a space which a small but important part of my life, it is a space where I write because this is how I clean my system, the yoga for my fingers and breathing for myself, it is a space where I do not write to prove points or get back at people, or to attract readers….
While I appreciate all the reasons why I should filter my writing, I still think that this is my page… and I should let this page continue to have the space in my life…
If something here bothers a visitor, its probably because its the truth… might be about me, or someone that I know, or something that I saw or experienced… and I would respect if someone actually decides to never come back to this page again… and when I can have the balls to face certain truths of my life and still be more than happy about it, I should also have the right to write about what i want and how !!!
p.s. This is not about one person or one conversation, this is about multiple convos and is not intended towards hurting anyone’s genuine concerns for what people will think about me when they read my posts… Apologies !
One of the worst things you can do after you kiss or make out with someone is :
ask them if they liked it !!!!
oh.. wait.. there is something worse..
When someone asks you, saying that you did not feel a thing !!!
and it just managed to flow through !!!
still a busy day at office, no time to think about life outside… but this time.. a few smiles keep me company…
its strange to be someone who i told a lot of people not to be !!!
Prashant beta kya kar rahe ho.. saara gyan baant diya khud ke kuch bhi nai rakha…
ab bhugto…
in case you read it and have an opinion… hold on to it for a while… or write to me personally… am deliberately disabling comments on this post…