EXHale…
I should start an anonymous blog !!! or steal someone’s diary and write what I want to in there… or hack someone’s account and post it in their name !!!
what else can i do?
Write it on a wall in UK 😀 when no one is watching… Graffiti… with the crazy people I know here, it might just sell for millions…
Make a painting out of my thoughts… again worth some greenies…
Umm… take pictures and say what i want to say in code… Naah… I make an attempt to take happy pictures or make them look encouraging.. with some exceptions of course !!!
What else?
Talk to someone about it? I did… with three friends…
One took a split second to agree to the fact that I suck !!!
the other gave me a lot of gyan and tried to pep me up, and partially agreed…
and the third, made fun of me and applauded at the honest confession !!!
For some reason, I am not feeling too bad about it… there are good things about me, there are bad ones too… Not being able to handle people I love is one of the BADDEST ones !!!
Why am i writing about it right now?
Valid point…
And I am doing it ,
Because I think i should take that thought of thinking about writing about thinking about why I suck should be out of my system…
And because I have been carrying this thought for a long time… years maybe !!! It needs to go out of my system… it need a body wash that can clean things from inside…
Or maybe I just need to eat at a dhaba, have chai at a road side stall, drive the entire night, have a few paranthas at murthal, honk the horn when i feel like, have a few golgappas till my eyes and nose start running, flip through the useless TV channels, etc etc…
Ok… so two things now…
1. No Gyan please 🙂 take this post into your stride and humor 🙂
2. Read the previous post and help me out !!! not with Fishing Rods and instructions on how to fish, but with some FISH 🙂