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So much for so little :)
Feelings that talk about
Assurance
Presence
Comfort
Satisfaction
Smiles
Anger
Discomfort
Relaxation
Togetherness
Indivuality
Respect
and many many more that I have not written here…
so next time you hear someone telling you that (s)he loves you, don’t just hear one word, hear a lot of them together…
And every time you tell someone that you love him/her, don’t just say one word, say many 🙂
You are Welcome ! (but then… may be not)
Still I get into discussions where my friends want to convince me of the fact that what I write effects people because it might be them that I am writing about… I completly agree to that, however I also believe that this is my ONLY space where I write… its a space that listens to me… and helps me think of whatever I did and wrote, twice, because i read it as well…
Now I have the option of either shutting up because I care about what will people think about my posts and how I am making them feel…
or I can reassure myself of the fact that rightmore.blogspot.com is a space which a small but important part of my life, it is a space where I write because this is how I clean my system, the yoga for my fingers and breathing for myself, it is a space where I do not write to prove points or get back at people, or to attract readers….
While I appreciate all the reasons why I should filter my writing, I still think that this is my page… and I should let this page continue to have the space in my life…
If something here bothers a visitor, its probably because its the truth… might be about me, or someone that I know, or something that I saw or experienced… and I would respect if someone actually decides to never come back to this page again… and when I can have the balls to face certain truths of my life and still be more than happy about it, I should also have the right to write about what i want and how !!!
p.s. This is not about one person or one conversation, this is about multiple convos and is not intended towards hurting anyone’s genuine concerns for what people will think about me when they read my posts… Apologies !
Change of State…
Anger : Out… get out… just get the fkk out !!!
In fact I wonder if these people are worth anytime, but unfortunately we meet and walk a distance with folks who leave a deep impact on our lives, on our thinking and on our behavior… all in the name of life…
Fortunately, I have had people I have laughed my lungs out with… and I have had people who made me cry till I could not breathe anymore…
Extreme pain, access sadness,
Blank Thoughts, insane madness,
….
Have been feeling a li’il low for the past couple of days.. happens all the time whenever I am back from an amazing trip !!! I guess I need to write about the trip soon and read it myself to get back to life 🙂
wah wah :P
dil to karta hai ke dil na kare,
phir dil hi kehta hai ke dil kar raha hai
दिल तो करता है के दिल न करे,
फिर दिल ही कहता है के दिल कर रहा है
Isn’t having a blog the best thing EVER… i can write about what i thought, what i said, what i wrote… and be assured (unless blogger deletes it) that I will have it for a long long time 😛
CTRL Z and NOT, with Pictures…
You realize that you are being a leech, you back off and someone “now” realizes that you should get the attention… funny…
And this happens only after the critical balance is lost, which was never met… wish there were come CTRL Z buttons in real life too…
On the other hand, I am thankful there are none, because I have a strong faith in the fact that while you think there is something going wrong.. there is something else which is only getting better !!!
like my days in London… After I have shifted to london, I have been busy.. with friends, walking around, talking, taking pictures, buying stuff, and clicking with the stuff I bought… very interesting…
Last Saturday, the shopkeeper even offered me a Lens Reviewer Job… he gives me a new lens.. i use it, and review it and post the review… Very interesting, though it requires me to study a bit which I would soon…
Some of the other non CTRL-Z moments, minutes, hours were spent over the last two weeks that involved walking around some parts of London in no hurry…
Went to the O2 Arena last weekend, and this weekend walking around Covent Gardens, Trafalgar Square (for Chinese New Year Celebrations) and British Museum ( yes, yet again :); its high time I dump this blog with loads of pictures from there…soon)
I have a li’il too much to write about and that is making writing difficult so the best way out is to leave right now with loads of pictures… enjoy London the way I am doing…
Some pictures from a visit to O2 Arena…
Continued from the Pas(s)T !!!
All men are the same…
Whats the Point…
Why do women have to spend so much time doing make up…
Bosses Suck
are all generalizations which get substantiated because of similar individual experiences, a lot of which revolve around relationships…
I feel sorry to write this, but I also end up making quite a typical fool of myself every single time I start liking someone…
I like to surrender, let myself loose, expose the weaker parts of my personality, look for support and assurance, whenever I start liking someone… and more often than not, I end up like an idiot watching himself do all this…
I either over do things and try to give whatever I have, and like a normal human being, EXPECT myself to be treated like THE ONE; or the women who cannot understand how to handle me are bigger idiots than me.. whatever the case maybe.. it all ends up in a disaster and pain…
There ends the second part of the post that I had written about why I am not too good with relationships 😛
But still, like I believe… Hope is my word !!! and God Uncle my friend, who ensures that people like Tushar, Bindiya, Ruchi, Bharti, Arobindo, Abhishek, Rains, Monika and a few more, fill-in for him and be my angels !!!
बोलो किस्को Thank You बोलूं? Rather… here is a hug for you people 😀 🙂 will Thank You later !!!
Random Thoughts…
Can you think of the sky without clouds?
Can you think of a relationship without expression?
I cannot think of any of the four above… watching Lakshya (it happens to be one of my all time favorites) and hoping that everyone who feels something nice about someone, expresses it like there is no tomorrow…
You actually never know if there is one…
And you might just keep waiting forever… I hope not though !!!
Anger Management
main gusse mein hoon…..amandeep:
tell me some new, innovative way to vent it out
Prashant:
100 bucks ke kaanch ke gilas ke
bori mein bhar
aur hathode se tod de
amandeep:
LOL
Prashant:
aur ek ek karke
amandeep:
now this sounds good!!!
Prashant:
jab tak choora choora na ho jaye
amandeep:
YES!!!!
You’re the best!!!!! 😀
Prashant:
🙂
amandeep:
but usske liye will have to wait till i leave office!!!
Prashant:
oh koi na
achche kaam ke liye wait to karna hi padta hai re
amandeep:
hmmmm…..
koi nahi karenge…
now i hope sham tak mera gussa shaant naa ho jaaye!!! 😛
Prashant:
haan sochna
kaise todogi glass
maza aayega
amandeep:
i’m already imagining myself in the midle of that act!!!
Prashant:
super
amandeep:
🙂
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And for the guys, make it a point to add the most innovative of the galis while you are breaking these glasses or cups whatever !!!
Anyway, you got a way to vent out anger? Tell me !!!!
Insecure somewhere…
I start in a job…
I like it..
I work hard…
Did I mention I had people I loved and People who loved me?
So back to working hard…
and very hard…
And one day I tell someone that my personal life is hanging by the thread, and what I am told is, “Congratulations, you are doing great at work!!!”
And what next?
Well… the day you think you have lost your personal life, congratulations, its time for a promotion…
So I keep doing great at work…
Oh, yes and there are people I love and people who love me… but then what do I do… work needs attention… I just CAN’T do anything about it… doesn’t matter if that attention to work means no attention to the people who now are not getting any time… but I just CAN’t Do anything…
so I move on.. they move on…
and one harsh reality and I am back to normal… back to the people I love and people who love are back…
But then, that was the movie… It was a movie that was supposed to end with happiness all around…
I guess I am just insecure about myself, that because I treat work as something that pays my rent and is a necessary evil and having said that I still manage to do pretty well there (God Bless) and put in a lot of soul in it… but at the same time have something else that I have a larger part of my heart in… I might grow up to be an insignificant person for people who today love me and want to stand by me, but will probably move too ahead and away from me while they were working their way higher up the ladder…
I don’t want a day in my life when the trade-offs become too big to handle….
Or maybe I should not be watching movies alone 🙂 they make me think..
or maybe I should take a nap… its been almost 24 hours that I have not slept…
Good Morning Life… Good to know you more !!!
CTRL Zee
Why the hell and I sweating like I am in hell tonight?
Will try to sleep with some fever, a fukked up throat, and some shattered dreams tonight, if at all I can manage some sleep…
I thought its the quilt… its away…
The room heating… its off…
and I am still like I am in hell… I think I should open the damn window !!!
Do I sound angry? Yes I am!!! On/With/For/Because of Does not matter… it never did !!! To feel better, all it takes is a good sleep, the alarm with one of your favorite songs (which I changed to, a while back) and hoping that tomorrow there is some sunshine!!!
God Uncle, you better be on my side, for I need you !!!
Amen !!!
p.s. Sorry if you feel like something to say about this and find the comments disabled… I had to write this and this page is all I got…
On second thoughts… I don’t want to stop anyone from saying what they want… This is a public page… I gotta write about what I feel… Anyone can write about what they feel about what I feel 🙂 I think I am feeling better after I wrote all that random stuff above… nice !!!
Looking in the Mirror…
Set an expectation
Forget all about it at his/her own convenience
Get Angry when someone reminds him/her of it
Making sure that the other person feels like (s)he has done a mistake by speaking his/her mind
Coming back and almost laughing at him/her, while justifying what was done with proper and valid artifacts
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I don’t call a lot of people friends… I don’t like to… because I know I cannot do justice to that term… its an underrated word, for all I know… So I have a few friends, and a lot of people I know, and some are somewhere between the I know and are friends area…
When I call someone a friend, it basically adds a whole lot of responsibility on me to ensure that I intentionally or otherwise don’t do things which would hurt them…
Not that I can always prevent myself from doing such things, but I, from my past, know that I would be genuinely sorry for hurting anyone of the people I call friends…
And I do make it a point to make it up to them either by saying sorry and meaning it, or by doing something that would help me make it up to them…
I would not like to first hurt a friend, and then at the next opportunity go back and justify what i did… If I ever did that, I shouldn’t have done that… I know it feels bad when first you are hurt and then made fun of…
I am sorry…