This year has been an year of deaths!!!

and no DEATH is not always bad… at times it is, however for a relatively short duration of time as compared to time itself!

I knew some who died this year, I did not know a lot who did! but irrespective of this, I grew closer to death, my own, of people who are close to me and mean a lot to me, and the concept of death as a whole!

DEATH always leaves a VOID… it was surprising how I felt when some friends lost their near and dear ones this year! I did not know this people except that I knew they were there!

People leave, and they do that for good! leaving behind an emptyness.. something that you feel when you are shifting your house after years of staying there… You do not see the walls, you see what was there on those walls… you don’t see a corner, you probably see your favorite program which was on the TV last night…you don’t see a door, you think of the last time you opened that door and walked into the warmth of your home… you don’t see a kitchen, you see the dishes that were there which your mom cooked last week!!!

The year is also coming to an end! Its dying! we cannot save it either, and that’s a fact… time does not stop, and there is no point trying either! My options being, either to welcome the new life in whatever form that its coming, or to cry about what has been lost!

While I am still not able to come to terms with the concept of death and its brutal existance.. ok… not brutal, but existance!! I am looking forward to 1.1.11