April is here…
And this is usually the month, when I am in the worst of my moods! I question myself, I challenge myself, I am critical about what I have been doing so far, and I see a lot of “should not haves” in my past year!
Why?
I was born in this month! that’s why! My new year begins every year in the month of April, and I more often than not feel sad about what I have been able to do over the last 12 months. Not that they are bad, or I did not achieve things.. more often than not, from an external perspective, I do fairly well.. and there are times when I know it myself.. but I cannot lie to myself! I know there is something which was missing, and I hate myself for it…
This year does not seem to be any different! and like every other year, I am going to think about how it has to change, it has to improve…
chin up we all go through our shit..and you have the rigth size balls to speak out..most of them dont
sent in a message Pradeep! facebook messages dekh!
num toh de bhai…
Shweta Verma I would say I am being negative when I cannot think of the better and how to improve… being able to measure myself critically is, I believe, the first step to improve 🙂 so yes… the positiveness is there.. very much there… 🙂
Pradeep Duggal you bet! 🙂 keeping it up! when do you intend to call ?
thats the spirit bro….keep improvin and learning frm ur expriences in life….keep it up ARIAN….
I would love to see a positive blog right next to this…because that is more of you.