if i had to ever choose between fame and money.. i would give away all the money.. ok.. lets be practical.. a large portion of that money… to take the fame…

i realise that lots of money is not on the list of things i want for myself… just enough to keep myself content and not feel that i am missing out on things important to me should be good enough… i am happy that my expectations from life are not sky high.. they are where i can reach for them… with an effort ofcourse.. but i will…and i will….

i want respect for what i am… i will take scoldings for what i did not do.. only if they are combined with the words which tell me whatever li’il i have done…

i give love and comfort to people i like… and i want to be the best listener they can get… and i do not want anyone to try and be a part of my life unless i want to…

i am selfish and i think about myself before i think about anyone else… i am weak still that i cannot say no to a lot of people coz i think they will be hurt… i do not like it…

at the end of my day i do not want to speak.. i just want to sit on my roof and see the sky… dark… with a few stars… and breeze to kiss my body…

i sleep today looking forward to another beautiful morning… i lie down right now to get up to a new beginning…. i die today to be born again…. i loose today to win tomorrow… i cry today to know what smiles are worth… i smile today because i have cried yesterday…

i will stop for now… love you ma… love you pa… love you all the people i care for… i will make sure you are proud of me one day !!!