I am 19…
I am in one of the best colleges in Delhi…
I used to be a favorite student in school…
I used to be the centre of attention in school… and got a lot of rewards and accolades for my school…
and because i worked hard.. i got good marks and then got selected in a great college !!!
today… i study in a great college…
but i do not have any identity…

did i loose it because there are so many good students around me?
did i leave it behind coz i lost the energy i used to have with me?

and now i think.. is this really what i wanted to do…
and is this where i want my life to take me…

i am young…
i have a lot of tough decisions to make…
some of them look impossible as of now…

but then… i cannot continue thinking on them for the rest of my life…
i have to take a call…

do i go by what the world thinks is appropriate…. and everyone else does….

or do i get into something that excites me…
something that brings a twinkle in my eyes.. when i think of the results of my hard work…

something that brings me closer to my dreams…

what should i do?